Aged around 8 years, I woke up suddenly one night having dreamed that I was dying. No one else was awake, so I thought about it for a while. My grandfather had tried to explain infinity to me a few days earlier, and I still struggled to grasp something that had neither a beginning nor an end. His wife - my grandmother - had a severe case of religion. The concept of the hereafter was her straw to clutch in their non-too-affluent Welsh lifestyle. Heaven and infinity seemed to me to be at odds with each other as I couldn't accept that only if I was a good boy could I aspire to Heaven forever. The only alternative was Hell, and every description of the latter filled me with dread (ever since I'd left my kiddy tricycle on the pavement for a neighbour to fall over, with bloody consequences for him - my path to Hell seemed defined.)
A few minutes later, I'd argued with myself that although my grandpa was probably right about infinity, my gran couldn't possibly be right about Heaven and Hell, especially as she had never been to either of them. So, I saw dying as being the full stop at the end of my life sentence. I still do.
Nevertheless, R.I.P. the troubled man from Dylan's village.